Fuck.my.life. I ALWAYS believe him when he says he is serious about wanting to get back together and then doesn’t even talk to me at all the next day. Yeah like that gunna help me believe you.. Fuck trust and live and just life right now.. Nothing ever changes
Doesnt surprise me that when he wants to hang out he just stands me up. Wth? You were the one who wanted to see me so why didn’t you text me back. He seriously pisses me off. In over it!
So I took a chance and hinted that I wanted to go on a date with this guy and he hasn’t texted back.. Embarrassing :/
Wtf!?
You can’t just text you ex “hey:)” after not talking for a month…
***A day later**
You and your girlfriend are dating again. Like wtf! You can’t do that.
So pissed, I hate when I get my hopes up for nothing because I still miss you and love you and would give anything to be with you again3
I don’t think my life could get any worse.. All I ever do is sit at home. It’s like I have no friends but I have friends they just never want to hang out. So are they really my friends. And I never text anyone either… So what’s the point in having a phone. I’m always alone.. The only time ive been truely happy was with him and now he is gone and has been for almost a year and I have been depressed for most of the year.. I feel like I’m never going to get better and I never hav anyone to talk about it with sovi just hold everything inside and it gets me nowhere so I’m going to try and blog about my feelings and maybe it will help me.
OTH Poll: Who’s creepier?
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Pyscho Derek is way beyond creepy!
I’m actually scared to get my back surgery but I put on a brave face for everyone, and I don’t really know why. I guess because I’m really bad at opening up with people. I just hope when I get it I can go back to school and still lifeguard… Why do I have to have a screwed up back.. Why couldn’t I just be normal!?
